Broken heart 51

Chapter
Hailey POV:
I was sitting in my room and trying to get some sleep. The morning
sickness due to three months pregnancy have ruined my sleeping
pattern.
Noah was sleeping in his own room and Brandon was sleeping in the room
beside ours. Chase has been locked in his study for two hours, working
on his business stuff.
I was tossing and turning on the bed feeling so uncomfortable. The
habit of cuddling with Chase I have developed after marriage is making
it more difficult for me to sleep alone.
His presence always calms me and the mere touch of his skin soothes my
internal turmoil.
Sighing I got up from the bed with the aim of making my husband come
and sleep beside me. When I reached downstairs and standing out of his
study I heard him talking to someone.
Shrugging my shoulders I opened the door little to move inside but
stopped dead when I heard him saying "baby".
Who's he calling baby?
Peeking inside I saw him standing near the window with phone pressed on his ear.
"No...baby it's not what you think. No I... I still love you. And I
love her also she's mother of my sons. I can't leave her when she's
expecting my twins, probably I get daughter this time. Yes.yes I will
come next weekend to visit you. No I haven't told her about you but
I'll after the delivery of our daughter.... No you can't come she'll
suspect something is going on because she knows me so well... Well
yeah the gift I send you today was my way of apology... I know you
don't want gifts but my time. Please understand this time... maybe
I'll come with Brandon and Noah this time so you can create some kind
of bound with them... Yeah...yeah love you baby...sweet dreams".
I heard his whole conversation and felt myself falling apart. He's
having an affair and plans to tell me about this after delivery
probably to divorce me.
I can't belief this man. I loved him my whole life and accepted him
after everything and he's having affair, calling another "baby" and
telling her he loves her. Maybe he thinks I'm still the same foolish
teenage girl in love with him. He'll gonna tell me that he's having an
affair behind my back and I'll forgive him like a fool I am.
Not this time Chase Edward, not this time. He still haven't noticed me
standing out his study door so I backed away and ran up to my room.
Opening my closet I pulled out my hand carry and filled it with my
important documents and few of my jeans and shirts went inside.
Locking it up I pushed it under bed.
Taking my phone I called the airport and booked three seats for
Oakland in morning around ten. When I ended the call I heard footsteps
coming in our room direction.
Calming my anger I made myself look normal when he entered in our bedroom.
My back was towards the door while I was sitting on the left side of
my bed with my fist clenched.
"Hailey why are you still up baby?". He asked me. Hearing the word
"Baby" from his mouth for me made me sick in the stomach.
Getting up from the bed I ran in the washroom spilling my guts out. I
felt his presences behind rubbing my back lightly but I moved away
from him, stopping his hands.
I tumbled to the sink and washed my mouth and face, feeling his eyes
on me, watching my every move like a hawk.
When I was done he took the step towards me placing his hand under my
chin he lifted my face up. I was dead set on starting at the washroom
tiles, they're rather interesting at the moment then his lying face.
"Hailey look at me". He said in pleasant voice making me remember what
I heard earlier.
The love I heard in his voice while talking on the phone make me feel
ashamed of ever loving him. How I can be so naive and think he loves
me.
It has been five years that I remarried him and spend my every day
making him happy. And I found him cheating on me that's what I
received in a price after writing my life, my teenage, my youth to
him.
"What's the matter? Are you sick? Do we need to go hospital?". He
asked me moving his hand to my cheek.
I flinched at his touch, it disgusts me. Moving away I walked out of
washroom him following me behind .
He captured my arm by his left hand and gently pulled me back,
pressing my back on his chest. I can feel his breath behind my ear as
he was leaning there.
"Why are you acting this way? Have I done something wrong to make you
angry". He asked me brushing his lips behind my ear.
I jerked away from him and said "I'm fine Chase. Just not feeling well
right now. I'm going in the lounge going to watch some TV".
"I'll come with you". He said moving to take my hand.
"No... I just want to stay alone for a bit. You have a meeting
tomorrow so please sleep". I said little to harshly making him shock
as well as myself.
Because as long as he knows me I've never used this kind of tone with him.
He said taking few steps back from me "okay... I can understand if you
need me don't hesitate to call".
I nodded my head and taking my pillow and blanket I left the room
going downstairs.
Sitting on the couch I switched on the TV and let news play while
silent tears rolled down my eyes. I want to shout and cry so much as
the pain was increasing in my heart.
I muffled the heart wrenching sobs by stuffing my face in the pillow.
Oh God I love him so much. How can he do this with me? Was our bound
this fragile that can be broke because of one other girl. Did he even
loved me or it was just a lie?. Every kiss and every time he said he
loves me was it a lie to keep me just because I'm mother of his
children. How can he play with me like this?.
Because you're only the fool who believes him like a blind. You never
prolong on the thought of him falling for you when you're not the type
of women he wanted all his life. I'm a poor excuse of human. He never
wanted me from the start, it was just a guilt of that night made him
do this. It was the guilt of leaving his son made him accept me.
I won't make him play this drama just because he feels guilty. I won't
ruin his life again. If he loves someone other than me than I'm going
to free him. I will not ban him from seeing his boys or the twins but
it's time he'll live his life as he wants, without me and with the
girl he obviously love.
The tears followed freely from my eyes wetting the pillow under my
head. The news channel was still playing telling that Angelina Jolie
and Brad Pitt are divorcing. Poor couple I always liked them.
Today isn't a good day for anyone, including me. Remembering our
moments where I believed he loves me, I cried harder. His words, his
claims of undying love, our night together on his birthday when we
most certainly created our twins still fresh in my mind, playing like
a broken record.
My eyes, my head felt so heavy that it finally shut down.
*****
Chase POV :
When she went downstairs in the lounge with her blanket and pillow I
was beyond shock. I can't recall anything which makes her this angry
with me.
She have never reacted this way. Maybe her mood swings and bad morning
sickness is making her feel angry. At this thought I started feeling
guilty making her pregnant again. She agreed on having another baby
because I wanted a daughter badly. And now here she's with twins
growing in her womb.
I'm really a bad husband. Changing into my night attire I laid in a
bed waiting for her to come back. One hour passed she didn't come back
to our room , means she want to stay in the lounge.
I want her to come back and sleep on the bed beside me. From the day
we remarried I've developed this habit of sleeping with her as she
cuddles with my body.
I got up from the bed and went downstairs. The t.v. was still playing
while she was sleeping on the couch.
Placing my hands under her legs and head I picked her up in my arms in
a bridal style.
Her eyes popped open and she started wiggling to get out of my hold. I
placed her on her feet gently hurt at her behavior.
"What are you doing here?". She asked me.
In the dim light of t.v. I saw her face scared and eyes red like she
has been crying.
"I couldn't sleep without you". I said to make her realize that how
much this whole situation is affecting me.
Hurt and sadness appeared on her face. Her eyes down on the floor
while she was biting her lip thinking hard about God knows what.
"Hailey". I said moving near her.
Taking her wrist in my hand I placed a soft kiss on her beating pulse.
She shivered little but composed herself.
"You can tell me anything sweetheart. What is it that troubling you?".
I pleaded her to tell me.
"Chase I... I just want some space. Can you please sleep alone
tonight". She replied to me taking back her wrist from my hand.
I felt like she just ripped my heart open and leaving me to bleed to death.
"I'm sleeping with Brandon tonight.goodnig
ht". She said turning around to go upstairs to Brandon room.
I wanted to shout at her to tell me what's wrong? I wanted to tell her
that there's nothing bloody good about tonight if she's not sleeping
with me.
Sighing with aggression I switched off the t.v.and stormed upstairs to
our room. I wanted to throw and break something because of anger but I
controlled myself and laid down on my bed.
Then my eyes landed on the left side of the bed which is empty just
like my heart right now.
I don't remember when I fell asleep because next when I woke up it was
seven in the morning.
I went to our son room to wake up Hailey because they want to go
school. When I entered in the room I saw Hailey laying with Brandon,
his tiny hands were holding her arm while his face was snuggled in his
mother neck seeking comfort.
At least someone slept good last night.
"Hailey...Hailey.". I called her name lightly shaking her.
She sit up on the bed awake glancing at me then Brandon who was
snuggling deeper in the pillow now.
"It's seven. They need to get ready for school". I told her. She
nodded her head and got up from the bed.
*****
After I was showered and change into my suit I went downstairs . Noah
and Brandon was eating breakfast. Hailey was smiling at something Noah
said. But there was something off in her smile.
She served me my breakfast and my coffee but I lost my appetite the
moment my eyes landed on her face. Her eyes were swollen and still
red.
Half heartedly, I filled my stomach with some breakfast and got up.
"Noah go and get ready fast". I said to Noah stuffing my laptop in the case.
"But mom is dropping me school today". Noah told me. I felt like
someone just punched me in the gut. It's like our daily routine I drop
Noah school on my way to office while she take Brandon to
kindergarten.
Why is she snatching the time I cherish so much with my son. She knows
that half hour of drive to school is what I got from whole day to
spend with my son. It strengthens my bond with him and enjoy driving
him to school talking about his activities.
"I know you have a meeting today. So I volunteered to take him school.
You don't mind?". She said in mono tone.
I shook my head in a silent "No". Kissing on temple of my both sons I
left the house. Deliberately I didn't kissed Hailey and bid her
goodbye, to show her my anger in a most humanly possible way.
I stayed in the office whole day and didn't call her once. On other
days I would call her and ask her about her and my babies. But today
she angered me by avoiding me and looking at me like I'm not worth of
her love.
I waited for her to call me and apologize for her rudeness last night
or ask me if I am coming home for dinner tonight.
There was no call from Hailey till evening and it made more angry and
hurt. Questions start to swirled around my head. Didn't she miss me?.
Does she care if I will come home for dinner or not?
I felt hurt, angry and frustrated at the situation in hand. Leaving
office I went home.
When I entered in the apartment it was dead silent and felt empty. I
switched on the lights and called her name but there was no reply from
her or my sons. I searched the rooms and realized the closets were
empty.
I called on Hailey's cellphone again and again but every time the
operator would ask me to leave a message.
I pulled my hairs in frustration. Why the hell is she making me crazy?
What have I done to be punished by her like?. My eyes landed on the
engagement ring glistening on the kitchen counter.
I moved closer and found her wedding band and engagement sitting on
the top of the paper.
My heart beat accelerated at the sight of the paper. I picked it
upwith trembling hands and read it.
Chase,
I loved you. I really did. There's no denying that I was obsessed with
you. Being only sixteen and getting married to a handsome man like
you...did that to me. I was naive and stupid I didn't guess that all
your taunts and ignorant behavior was to push me away. But I didn't
planned on falling in love with you. I just fell without knowing that
you'll ever reciprocate my feelings in a same way. I thought you as my
hero. I thought you'll take my pain away and protect me because you
have this powerful aura around you which attracted me most. And I
think I should accept it now , drunk or not it was my mistake. I
tempted you for that sin. You never wanted me because I wasn't what
you wished for all these years. I swear I tried to become a perfect
wife, perfect lover and perfect partner for you but I think I was just
never your first choice. You took me back in your life because of
guilt of knocking me up and then leaving me with the baby. But now I'm
freeing you Chase... You can live your life with the partner you
desire who's mature enough to understand you and will look good with
you. Not someone young and naive like me who's forced on you from the
start. I will never ban you from seeing your kids. They'll always be
yours. But just because I'm mother of your children, you don't have to
tolerate my presence anymore. I really hope you live a very happy life
with the girl you're so in love because you deserve it from the start.
Love you...
Hailey
I slid down on the floor with the note still in my hand. The numbness
was making its way up from my body to my heart.
I re-read the note but the words written on it in her lovely
handwriting didn't disappear. Hailey left me with my kids.
She wants me to live with the girl I desire.
In this five years I have no idea where I have missed showing her who
I desire and wants to spend my whole life.
How can she be this cruel and leave me? I spend every day and night
with her. She knows everything about me. My office is where I spend my
half day, my evening and nights are with her and my sons so how can
she claim that I might be not happy in this marriage and desires some
other girl.
I know how much she loves me even more than I can ever love her. So it
must be someone's doing, to makes us apart again.
I have to find her. Getting up from the floor I looked for a phone
book. When I found it I searched for her friend's Julia number.
"Hello". I said.
"Hi man". I heard Oliver voice on the other side.
"Oliver. Is Hailey and kids there?".
I asked him hurriedly.
"No". He replied making my heart sink.
"Can I talk to Julia please?". I asked him more worried.
"Yeah sure. Just a second". Oliver said while in the background I
heard him calling Julia.
"Hi Chase. Everything alright?". Julia asked me in her usual chirping voice.
"Nothing is right. Hailey left me with the note that says I'm free to
live with any girl. She left her wedding and engagement ring on the
kitchen counter". I told her everything frantically. My hands running
through my hairs fisting them in frustration.
"What. Hold on. She left you. Are you sure you didn't fell and lost
your memory?". Julia asked me like I have an issue of short term
memory loss.
"No I'm sure. Now tell me Do you know where she could go with kids?.
Any friends that I might not know? Please if you know anything tell
me". I asked her help.
"Chase if she's not here with me it only means one thing and that is
she must be back in Oakland with her parents". After few minutes of
silence she replied.
"Thanks. Bye". I ended the call and called airport. They confirmed her
and my sons name in the morning flight. Booking my own flight in next
hour I ended the call.
I'm going to get you back my crazy wife. Young or not you're mine
Hailey. I'm coming for you baby so get ready to answer every damn
question.
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Hailey POV:
After Chase left for a office without saying goodbye to me, I'm not
going to lie it hurts really bad. But I have to keep myself strong for
myself and for my kids.
" Noah...we're going to Oakland to meet grandma and grandpa so you're
not going school today. We've a flight to catch". I told him. At my
words a smile lit up on his and Brandon face and they jumped in the
excitement.
I smiled looking at them and went upstairs to pack their bags.
Changing into presentable clothes I sat on my bed with notepad and
pen. I wrote a small note for Chase, feeling myself breaking again.
The whole time I was writhing the letter, tears streamed down my face
falling on my hand and some on the note. With the blurry eyes and
tumbling hand I wrote my name at the end of the paper and removed my
wedding band from ring finger with my engagement ring.
My engagement ring is more important for me than my wedding band
because it has its own specialty and reminds me his beautiful
proposal.
Removing them hurriedly I wiped my tears from my face. Taking a hold
of my hand carry I venture down where my kids were waiting for me.
I locked the apartment and receptionist told me the cab is waiting for
me. Depositing our bags in the trunk of the cab the driver took us
airport.
When I was in flight the seriousness of the situation settled in mind.
I left him, l left the man who I love more than myself. But I left him
so he could live happily with whoever he wants. With the girl he was
talking last night with so much love and calling her " baby".
The tears brimmed in my eyes again but I held them from falling.
" Mommy are you crying?". Brandon asked me in his little voice.
" No..baby I'm not crying. You tell me are you excited to see your
grandma?". I asked him changing the topic.
He bobbed his up and down while Noah was engrossed in watching movie.
When we landed I took the cab to my house. After half an hour drive
from airport, driver pulled outside my house. He helped me by taking
out bags from trunk. Thanking him I paid him the fear and made my way
to the door.
Knocking few times and ringing a bell I heard fast footsteps coming
towards door. The door opened revealing mom in the apron. I flung
myself in her arms and couldn't help myself much more from crying my
eyes out.
She ushered me and kids inside and closed the door behind us. Dad came
running and picked Brandon in his arms showering his face with kisses
making him giggle.
I wiped my tears from my selves and turned to him with the watery
smile on my face.
" Hi dad". I said making his eyes land on my face.
" Melanie take kids with you and show them the new flowers we have
planted in our backyard". Dad instructed. Without wasting a second
Melanie took them with her in the backyard.
" Hailey. How are you honey?". My dad asked me. His simple words made
me cry again.
I hugged him tightly and he ran his hand up and down on my back in a
soothing manner.
" Calm down my little girl and tell me do I need to beat someone a$$".
He asked me with the scowl on his face.
" Dad please...". I said rolling my eyes at his antics.
" Tell me... I'm not that old.I can still beat a person who hurts my
daughter". He said in a very proud way showing me his biceps.
" Dad I'm not going to tell you anything until you promise me no
beating to anyone". I said making him grunt in a disapproval.
Melanie came inside from the back door leaving Noah and Brandon in backyard.
" Mrs.Parker is in her backyard with Rocky.And kids beg me to let them
play with Rocky so I left them, under her watchful eyes". She
explained us.
I nodded my head because she's a very nice old lady living with her
husband and dog name Rocky. She have been our neighbors for more than
ten years so my kids our safe with her.
" Hailey honey what's the matter?. Your this sudden visit is scaring
me". She said placing her hand on her chest.
" Mom.. Dad...I think Chase is having a affair behind my back. I heard
him talking on the phone last night. Whoever was on the other side he
was calling her "Baby". He was saying that he can't leave me because
I'm mother of his children and said that after the delivery of twins
he'll tell me about his affair. So I left him". I said crying my eyes
out.
" Oh..but you should have asked him Hailey. I don't think so he'll
ever cheat on you". Melanie said her voice coated with surety.
" Mom I've thought the same but the way he was talking to her last
night.... it was purely in love... He love this girl...hiccup....maybe
more than me". I said still crying like someone just died or maybe my
poor heart is just died.
" Hailey sweetie I think you need rest... come with me". She said
taking my hand and dragging me upstairs.
I let her because I need to rest for my twins health. When we reached
inside she instructed me to get freshen up which I did. When I came
out of washroom she have already changed the bed sheets with new one.
I straight went to my bed and laid there, curling up and hiding my
face in my pillow seeking some kind of comfort to ease the ache in my
heart.
Without thinking too much about my lying husband I fell in a deep slumber.
The next when I woke up, it was evening. Glancing at the wall clock
which clearly shows its five in the evening. I thought wow I've slept
for four hours straight because when I reached here it was around
eleven thirty in the morning.
Kids and my bags were placed on the side of my room. Getting up from
the bed I decided to take a shower. Pulling out my simple jeans and
mint green top from my bag I went inside the washroom .
After shower I felt much better. The tiredness drained away from my
body leaving me fresh.
I went downstairs and saw mom and dad having tea party with their
grandpups. Noah was sitting with some new book under his nose reading
and munching on some chips.
Brandon was an other story, his mouth and hands were covered in liquid
chocolate.
When his eyes landed on me I raised my eyebrows at his messy eating
habit which is really beginning to scare me.
" Brandon...Is this anyway of eating? ". I said taking out a tissue
from tissue box on the table and cleaned his mouth and hands.
" Let him enjoy his grandma's baking". I heard dad saying while he was
still busy in munching some cup cakes himself.
Brandon grinned at me broadly, his eyes twinkling with mischief
alarming me that either have done something which I should know or
plan to do some destruction.
" Brandon do you want to tell something to mommy ?". I asked him
narrowing my eyes.
" Mom Mrs.Parker said I almost killed Rocky". He replied in his baby voice.
"What?". I asked him baffled. I've no idea how my five year old son
could almost kill a dog.
Looking at my confuse face dad volunteer to tell me how Brandon have
given Rocky a small rubber ball which got stuck in Rocky's throat.
" Hailey I made you a herbal tea, it will sooth your nausea". Mom said
coming with the cup of tea in her hand.
" Thank you so much mom.. you know me so well. I really need this". I
said taking a cup from her hand.
" Brandon you're not allowed to play outside this house". I told him
with the glare.
" Are we clear?". I asked him again, waiting for his reply.
He nodded his head with the solemn look on his making me feel guilty
for a second.
" Brandon! your favorite cartoon is
playing on TV". Noah yelled. Instantly a smile spread on Brandon face
and he ran away, in the lounge to watch t.v..
I shook my head at my little devil. His mood changes from sad to happy
with lighting speed and makes me worried sometime.
***
My parents retired for the night after dinner and I took Noah and
Brandon to my room. Changing them in their night pyjamas and shirt, I
told them to brush their teeth. When they were done we all laid inside
the bed, snuggled and comfortable in the silence of night.
Sometimes I think it's all dream, my babies and Chase it's all my own
hallucination that I'm living in. Any minute I'm going to open my eyes
and everything is gonna disappear.
A shudder went through my body, thinking about the time in which I was
in depression that nothing mattered to me, not even my own existence.
On this same very bed I used to lay awake all days and nights,
writhing in pain as my heart continued beating even after my much
protest. When ever I think about that day when he divorced me and send
me here with Noah, I felt my head is going to explode if I recalled
the past much longer.
I got up from the bed kissing my both sons on temple and venture
downstairs in the lounge with my old books in arm.
I sat on the couch with the book and switched on the tv to hear voices
in the background because the silence of the night scares me whenever
I'm alone.
Reading a part where the main male character was dying I felt my eyes
brimming with tears. The scene in the book reminded when Chase was in
the hospital and had that brain surgery.
Few traitorous tears fall on my face than dripped down from my chin.
Sniffing I rubbed my hand on my cheek wiping the wetness.
Then I heard the door bell ringing making me jump on the couch with
sudden noise, frightening the $hít out of me.
Whoever is outside is clearly to impatient to wait.
I opened the door and peeked my head out, feeling my knees going weak
at sight of my disheveled husband standing there with the frustrated
scowl on his face.
He was still in his business suit, hair messy like he had ran his
hands in them hundred times in a day. Few top button of his shirt
undone and tie was hanging loosely around his neck making him look
handsome yet sexy.
I was staring at him with my eyes and mouth wide open from the shock.
He's my hallucination, he can't be here.
He pushed the door wide open and stormed inside with the angry look on his face.
I was hyperventilating inside. He's here oh God. It's only midnight
and he's here, not even a whole day.
Closing the door and locking it while staring at me with predators
like eyes, he walked towards me until my back is pressed on a wall.
He was looming above me. His eyes glaring at me with the no nonsense
look on his face. I kept my mouth shut while my inside is itching to
kiss his beautiful lips which are so near.
It's our first fight, first day that we haven't kissed each other or
said "I love you".
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Chase POV:
When my flight landed in Oakland it was midnight. Taking the cab
straight to her parents house I arrived there.
Pressing the door bell I caught a light coming from lounge which means
someone is up. I knocked on the door and heard it open.
Hailey peeked out and went in a shock mood. Just looking at her face
which was glowing like a goddess my anger dissolved.
Her eyes widened and cute little mouth dropped open. I was this near
to take her in my arms and kiss the hëll out of her but then I
remembered her absurd note.
If she still thinks I don't love her enough to spend my whole life
with her than first she must give me a valid reason for her stupid
assumption.
Masking my face with anger I pushed the door open and went inside.
Locking the door I turned to her, pressing her back on the wall
behind, I hovered above her.
Glaring at her shock stricken face.
" How dare you to leave me? How dare you to write that stupid note?
How dare you to remove a wedding ring?". I said gritting my teeth.
The furious and angry look appeared on her face.
" How dare you to ask me this?. How dare you to come here when I told
you're free to live with whoever you were talking last night and
calling "baby". " She said jabbing her finger on my chest.
I was shocked after hearing her words.
" I've no idea what you're talking about".
I said beyond confuse.
" Don't lie. I heard everything last night".
She said her eyes blazing with anger and mix of hurt.
" Please elaborate Hailey because I'm lost". I said in a frustrated voice.
" I came to your study last night because I was missing you and wanted
you to come to bed. I heard you talking on the phone. You called her
"baby" and you said you can't tell me about her because I'm pregnant.
You promised her a visit". She said. Her eyes were shining with the
complete disbelief.
Now I remember who I was talking last night and calling baby. Oh God
she must have thought that I'm having a affair. Why am I always the
one screwing my happy life ?
" How dare you to cheat on me when I spend my every day and night
making you happy. How can you ruin my life again". She hissed angrily.
Her words felt like a punch on my beating heart and I won't lie it
hurt a lot, hearing her say that.
The guilt of giving her pain again and again because of my stupid
self, pained me.
" Hailey please hear me out....It's not what you think". I said trying
to calm her.
" Ah the classic sentence every cheater says to prove his innocence".
She said sarcastically curling her lips in a smile.
" Enough Hailey". I shouted and glared at her. She went quite looking
hurt and frightened at my reaction.
" Hear me quietly and than decide yourself. I was actually talking to
a girl last night but she's only seven years old". I told her. A frown
appeared on her face than her eyes started shining with tears.
" You...you've a seven year old daughter". She asked me sniffing.
" Oh God woman. No..no she's not my daughter. Three months ago when I
went hospital for my monthly brain scan I met this sweet little girl.
she have same tumor in her brain which I had. Talking to her I came to
know that she's an orphan. Her orphan lady has been trying to collect
fund for her operation so I volunteered myself and paid all the
amount. The doctor told me that they aren't too sure that if she'll
make out alive or not so I kept it from you. I know how emotional your
nature is and pregnancy have made it worse". I said glancing at her.
She was just staring at me hearing every word and processing them.
So I continued " She's so pretty Hailey and very intelligent. If you
talk to her once you would never want to leave her alone. She's the
reason which made me ask you for a daughter. I want my own little girl
to cherish. Her name is Gina. I go some weekends to meet her in the
hospital where she has been admitted for a month. Last night when she
woke up and realized that I didn't come to meet her, she begged the
nurse to call me. I have given my number to doctor so he can keep me
updated about her health. It was her on the phone I was talking last
night".
Hailey face turned white and she looked ready to throw up any moment.
" Are you all right?". I asked her, touching her arm. She nodded her head.
" I couldn't cheat on you Hailey. It's not possible for my heart. My
brain, my body and my heart is so familiar with you that they doesn't
reacts for any other girl except you. You own me Hailey. So never
think that any girl can take your place in my heart. My soul only
yarns your love, your presences. Today that note and the way you left
hurt me even broke me. But I can understand your trouble now". I said
kissing on her temple.
" I have no right words for apology Chase. I'm so embarrassed right
now at my despicable assumption. How can I think about you as a
cheater when you love me this much". She said crying. Tears were
streaming down her face freely.
" I'm so sorry. I should have asked you, confronted you. I shouldn't
have left, like I did. I hope you forgive me for being so foolish and
immature". She said glancing at me with tears filled eyes.
" Oh Hailey...I'll forgive you if you kiss me". I said with the smile
on my face.
She didn't took a second longer, and smashed her lips on mine, fisting
my hairs in her hand she deepened the kiss. She was kissing me like
she's reaching for my soul and calming it, her lips mashing with mine
while our tongues were tangling themselves in a natural dance. My
hands went to her waist pulling her closer to me while our mouths were
busy.
Panting she broke the kiss " Am I forgiven or do I need to kiss you
more fiercely".
"I think another kiss will seal your forgiveness". I said with my own
uneven breathing.
Her lips were again on mine kissing as fiercely as deeply possible for
her. Next I know her legs were wrapped around my waist and we were
moving upstairs in the direction of guest room.
In the night where everyone was asleep even the neighborhood was so
quite like someone is holding their breathe. Our silent moans were the
only noise which can be heard. Loving her like there's no tomorrow , I
proved her that she's the only one who I desire.
Her head was laying on my bare chest while my hand were playing with
her long brown curls.
" Chase now that I know about her. Will you take me to meet Gina?".
Hailey asked me in a hopeful voice.
"Definitely. You're gonna love her". I replied kissing her temple.
"I already love her". She said smiling beautifully.
"Where are you going?". She tried getting up from the bed but I
tightened my hold on her body stopping her.
Rolling her eyes she propped herself up making my eyes move from her
face to down her chest.Then she said glaring at me " I'm going to
sleep with kids because we're under my dad's roof" .
"I don't really care about that at the moment. You're staying here all
night, snuggle up with me". I said pressing her to me.
" Well then I won't be responsible what dad will do to you tomorrow
for making love to his little daughter under his roof". She teased me,
snuggling herself again.
"We'll see about that in the morning sweetheart. Now sleep." I said
closing my eyes.
" Love you". She mumbled lightly falling in sleep, this time in my arms.
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